t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
can't believe i'm up so early when i only managed to sleep at 4 ..
4 right ? fling ? cam ?
yeah should be .
haha .
thanks to cam and fling for being there .
and of cos becca .
and of cos cos darlie .
darlie we've gotta meet up asap .
i'm going to lose my sanity real soon .
its 0854 in the morning and the first song my itunes's playing is yi ge ren de xing guang .
talk about HINTS eh .
am i still pissed ?
no i'm not .
but do i feel hurt ?
yeah hell i do ..
its still there .
i don't know how i'm supposed to reply yoo .
but thank goodness i managed to hide my room in some corner .
or i would've sent messages to people that i would've regretted MAJOR .
but anyways i've alr managed to spill the beans bout it to some .and it feels . i dunno weird .
didn't think i would but i did .
still full of question marks about .
appearances can be so damn deceiving .
sometimes it might look like its this way.
but more often than not ..
in reality its either this way .
or this way .
am i making sense or is all this sounding like a post drinking crappy entry ?
haha .
you decide . ((:
glad that the booze did help cause i didn't dream .
though i would've wanted to sleep way much longer ..
i guess this is how it should be .
i see painters dangling outside my window painting my block .
and hell it sure looks weird .
they're like staring at my blog and i got so uncomfy ..
i drew the blinds .
i mean. really wad . =|
yoo .
good luck for your assessment .
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okay i think that's enough for now .
believe you guys get my drift .
hahaha . ((:
there you are ..
and here i go .
i kinda like how those two sound like together .
((:
on a funny note ..
becca got me hooked to green tea frap from starbucks .
goodness .
i've so gotta get some later .
where am i going ?
((:
ahah guess .
those who know ..
alr do know .
right ?
right.
and i think i'm so very heartless recently .
i feel so heartless i'm stunned at my reactions .
or am i just plain jaded ?
good question .
been long since i last used that word on myself .
becca has a good logic bout life .
if only i could adopt it in mine once more .
life wouldn't be sucha chore each day .
hahahaha . ((:
oh and here yoo go again .
right .
i wouldn't reply cause you just wanna get it out .
no ?
yes .
i'm not saying yoo can't complain .
but just .
what yoo said really hurt me .
believe it or not ..
noone exactly told me that in my face .
HAHAHAHHAHA . ((:
i'm not saying yoo can't open up to me .
actually i'm really glad yoo do .
but still .
the words stung .
and its still stinging .
so ..
sighs .
i'm sorry yoo .
again .
i'm actually answering my own questions .
oh how dumb.
should i leave the house soon ?
or bumm around till later ?
sighs .
long long way .
long long way .
my entries are hard to understand aren't they ?
well .
read between the lines if you really wanna know .
and those who don't would just get an irritatingly mundane entry of mine .
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wow.
this entry is getting LONG .
hahahaha . ((:
i hope this place isn't smiley infested alr .
cause when that happens it isn't good.
a friend once told me i was weird .
i'm hard to fathom .
yet at the same time .
if you know where to look at you'll get it .
you'll get me and what's going through this dumb brain of mine .
are yoo getting it ?
yesyes i know i'm too nice .
sometimes i wished people would stop telling me that .
cause sometimes i really DONT wanna be too nice .
i end up knowing things that i DONT know .
and knowing things that i DONT NEED to know .
should i go to the extreme far place ?
or the extreme extreme far place ?
or just that place .
hahahhahaha . ((:
i shall ponder on that later on .
concentrate on blogging portia choong !
read fling's blog yesterday .
and boy i gotta say i couldn't agree more with what she said .
FLING ! lets go get masks before we die of all that stinks yes ?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . ((:
talk about evil .
ANYWAYS .
before i go outta sync again .
what fling said in her blog coincides with what's been stuck in my head ..
whenever i need someone but noone's really there .
count on noone and noone will let you down .
true no ?
i find it very true actually .
hmmmm ..
oh great .
sangezi is playing .
RIGHT .
uh .
nevermind .
2 more days .
hahahahahaha ((:
sigh i should stop .
*poof .
;elysium.
8:56:00 AM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
